Good- Bye 2009..Hello,2010 - The End Of a Decade.

As I sit her on my couch at 4:24am, still a little bit intoxicated... I'm thinking back on the year and tonight and the future that 2010 holds....

First, I Cannot believe that it is an end of a decade! Seriously... I remember when it was 1999-2000 not only was that my 1st time experiencing an end of a decade, but a new century and a new millennium, as well as, Y2k. So, obviously the craziness of a new decade was greatly overshadow before and rightfully so, i think a new century, a new millennium and the idea of the world ending is a little more monumental and rarer then a new century. Never the less, the end of a decade, is still pretty cool. Speaking of rare i just realized there was a Blue moon tonight..which i did not look for.. dammit.

Ahh... So My New Year's... How else do I explain it.. I guess, the best word to describe it as was exceptional... not exactly what i had in mind for ringing in my new year, but I guess all that matters is I was with the man that I love and surrounded by friends. Also.. ladies their is a difference from getting drunk and having fun and maybe getting a little naughty; compared to getting absolutely trashed and acting like a complete, actually not even acting like one... being one. I will let it slide just this once.. assuming it's not an all the time type of thing, but let's try not to do it again. I've made some of these faux pas once, maybe even twice.. but honestly, full on making out, up against the wall, flashing your boobs, spreading your legs a little too far, freak dancing to the point where you might as well be having sex on the floor and grabbing guys penis' is NOT.. I repeat NOT ok. I won't even mention girls who try to steal boys from other girls (at least in depth).

Besides my exceptional New Years, which i really can't even begin to explain my night. I am moving in 9 days! AHHH! I don't know what I'm going to do with myself... i feel so unprepared and unorganized for the move. It will be a good thing, like a REALLY good thing for me. Just a tad bit nervous to go.

OK, going to crash. God I always have a lot to write out in my head and then I Start Typing and I don't even type out Half the things i want to say.. Annoying.

Random thought that just popped into my head.. why do we spell it OK and Okay?!

Walk Down Memory Lane

I have just gotten home from a pretty busy and amusing night. My Night began around 6pm when my Fiance Brandon and I had dinner with my Dad at Outback Steakhouse in Campbell (great service tonight). I had a wonderful time and the night turned to the old softball days with good old West Valley Slammers... we talked about the girls and where they are now and we talked.. Ok, bragged about my memorable softball moments.After that, I went over to my girlfriends house for a mini game night, with my high school girl and guy friends. The night was hilarious as it always is and was even more funny when we talked about all the old times we had back in high school. I really enjoyed hanging out and reminiscing with them, since we are all so far from each other now.

Funny, how energetic I was when i began typing this and now all of a sudden i can't keep my eyes open... I guess this is good night.

MEMO: Next Blog, Politic Rant

Cannot Sleep

I would say I Can't sleep because of my Insomnia, but that's really not the case.. since I haven't really suffered from that for a few months. At the moment my lower abdominal area is hurting, which is pretty usual... however, this is the worst it has been since I started taking birth control. It doesn't help that i am getting over a cold and every time I cough it makes the pain 10 million times worse. I also, cannot stop eating, I am CONSTANTLY hungry.. yet i continue to lose weight. What a medical mystery I continue to be... Need to make appointment with the doctor and tell her that previous diagnosis and treatment is not helping = /

What I hate about not being able to sleep (besides the pain causing me not to sleep) is the fact that there is NOTHING on TV at this time! Personally, I think re-runs should be on or something... In Fact, i think running infomercials from 1am-5am is the absolute WORST marketing scheme ever... Why would you advertise things to buy, when Most people are Asleep?!

I could go on about how there is nothing to watch Online (legally) either, but i don't want this to be a whole blog about complaining...

I would go and read my book, however, i am too tired to be able to concentrate on that..
I love reading and Have just began reading this new book called "Something Borrowed" By Emily Giffin, I'm only on chapter 4 but so far I am really enjoying it.

I guess, i will just play some mindless game on my Computer like JoJo's Fashion Show or watch a free movie on Netflix.

Why Not?

I have decided to take Blogging seriously, even if no one reads it. It is a magnificent way for me to vent and is like my online dairy. Although it isn't exactly private at all. Hopefully, I can keep this up. I am known to right several "blogs" and "notes" on facebook and myspace, but this way.. the only people who get bugged to read this.. are the people who choose to read this.

I am now 20. Which is not old at all, yet makes me feel old. I am truly an adult and am no longer a teenager. I have taken a sucessful year.. pretty much 2 years off from school and will no be beginning it again in Los Angeles... Technically, Valley Village... but whatever, same area. I will be moving out from home and living alone for at LEAST a good 6 months. I've been waiting for this moment forever and now that it gets closer, i'm absolutely terrified. This also means leaving my Fiance... who i've spent basically every moment with since he came home from the marines in July. I spent months with out him.. and he's finally home and i'm leaving! Although i know we're strong enough to make it and that we both made this decision together, I really am dreading the idea of leaving him now. Oh, growing up.. why do you have to be so hard?!

I don't have much to tell you, my life isn't exciting at all really... but i shall part with these 2 things...
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