Long Time....

I Don't Even Know, Why I'm Posting a Blog really... but, I guess.. it's because it has almost been a month since I posted. Although, I doubt... anyone was fretting that I haven't written a blog in a few weeks.. nor do I think anyone besides my mom actually read my Blogs. In case you didn't notice I tend to Have a need to Capitalize letters in words that do not NEED to be capitalized. I just do it, I don't know why.. it's more of a compulsion.

BLAH, So.. I have been pretty much sick on and off these past few weeks. Which is basically why, I have not written yet. So as far as school is concerned, it has been fine. As far as job searching has been.. EH! I guess my problem is because I don't want a typical job. I refuse to work at a restaurant again. I NEED experience, I need to be able to put something else on my resume, besides being a waitress. I need creditability. Minus, jobs in general being scarce; it is hard to find a job I want. Then, if I do find a job I want, that meets most of my requirements. Something gets in the way.. such a SCHOOL. Which is annoying, since I am going to school to get better jobs.. oh the Irony. .

On top, being sick has ruined my sleep schedule. So, now i'm tired all day and up all night!

I have read many books Since we have last chatted. I have read "My Sister's Keeper" and "Dear John". I loved loved loved loved loved "My Sister's Keeper" it was perfect and the ending was just unexpected. However, I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE the movie, to anyone who has seen the movie and thought they now have "read" the book, WRONG. The movie is absolutely NOTHING like the movie. Basically, the director,producer,screenwriter, whatever thought it would be nice to the have a famous bestselling book as the title of there movie take the basic concept of the movie and then change everything to what they wish the book had been. It was really horrible. I was disappointed in the actors as well. Alec Baldwin,Cameron Diaz, and Abigail Breslin, did an okay performance, definitely not up to their caliber of acting and then worse of all that they would even sign on to do this movie!
and for the acclaim that the movie Dear John has been getting (which I have not seen) I did not fall in love with the book, so maybe the movie will do something for me. Now I'm reading, "Baby Proof" by Emily Giffin and it took awhile for me to get into, but now I am really enjoying it. I like Emily Giffin's books and writing A LOT.

Mmh, Tired. Good Night.

Cannot Sleep

I would say I Can't sleep because of my Insomnia, but that's really not the case.. since I haven't really suffered from that for a few months. At the moment my lower abdominal area is hurting, which is pretty usual... however, this is the worst it has been since I started taking birth control. It doesn't help that i am getting over a cold and every time I cough it makes the pain 10 million times worse. I also, cannot stop eating, I am CONSTANTLY hungry.. yet i continue to lose weight. What a medical mystery I continue to be... Need to make appointment with the doctor and tell her that previous diagnosis and treatment is not helping = /

What I hate about not being able to sleep (besides the pain causing me not to sleep) is the fact that there is NOTHING on TV at this time! Personally, I think re-runs should be on or something... In Fact, i think running infomercials from 1am-5am is the absolute WORST marketing scheme ever... Why would you advertise things to buy, when Most people are Asleep?!

I could go on about how there is nothing to watch Online (legally) either, but i don't want this to be a whole blog about complaining...

I would go and read my book, however, i am too tired to be able to concentrate on that..
I love reading and Have just began reading this new book called "Something Borrowed" By Emily Giffin, I'm only on chapter 4 but so far I am really enjoying it.

I guess, i will just play some mindless game on my Computer like JoJo's Fashion Show or watch a free movie on Netflix.